Quick Links: Infidelity summary * fidelity 101 * fidelity 108 * fidelity 2 * fidelity 3 * fidelity 4 * begin mending * forgiving * common patterns

SUMMARY:

• It is not normal to think our partner intends to harm us. A clandestine affair, without or without sex is intentional, harmful, traumatic and humiliating. You can expect humiliated rage to follow. More on Fidelity 108 and more on trauma.
• Extra-marital intercourse occurs in both happy and miserable marriages. The stats are wobbly, but maybe at least 30% of marriages will NOT ever go down this road. If you add emotional affairs, that prediction is significantly lower. More on Fidelity 1
• The sexual or emotional high can be intoxicating. Ordinary people may do almost anything to maintain the rhythm of agony and ecstasy. Like drunken sailors crashing a life on the rocks and telling each other everything's fine. Our capacity for self-deception is almost limitless. The unfaithful lie to both lover and partner in equal measure.
• The idea that you can 'affair proof' a committed monogamous relationship flies in the face of reality. More on Fidelity 2

• No secret is safe, absolutely but the majority of one-night stands, flings and affairs go undetected. It is like gambling with someone else's money only the heart and happiness of loved ones is the bet. More on secrets in Fidelity 3
• Some affairs continue even after the betrayed has used web cams, phone taps, hacked email accounts, employed a PI and then confronted the cheater. Both can deny the evidence - the betrayed unwilling or afraid to end the marriage and the cheater wanting everything to continue unchanged (or else!). "It will never happen again, I promise." More on Fidelity 1.3.4
• The emotional cost of infidelity confirms the absolute necessity of a self-differentiated, meaningful life; of valuing oneself and of intimate self-knowledge; of trusting that knowledge to one's partner - building mental maps of each other's inner world. More on Fidelity 2 and on mental maps.

• An exposed, clandestine affair may exhibit how out of touch a couple has become. Voluntarily disclosing the 'unsettling, guilt-producing and controversial' facts of the discovered infidelities returns hope and promotes healing. More on Fidelity 2
• An illicit affair may kill the assumption of goodwill that normally lubricates trust despite the rusted on mistakes and inevitable misunderstandings of everyday life. More on how to build a healthy family
• Safety, peace, security and fidelity are the first concern. End the affair, voluntarily disclose accidental meetings. If it is a work mate, customer or client, then define the limits, redefine or change jobs. Open a window into the affair to re-build trust. Exhibit genuine empathy and contrition for the harm done. Make amends. More on Fidelity 108

• Together with the above is the willingness of both to be soft and vulnerable with each other; to be humble and contrite with the wounded, the wounder and the righteous - three roles that are within each of us. More on how to build a healthy family
• However, being vulnerable is not safe when either partner continues to wound the other. That's the Gordian knot that may be cut by a counter intuitive response. Reversing the fuser isolator routine described here on site is an example of the counter intuitive.
• It takes at least three to tango - an affair is a family system and is best understood systemically. The betrayed person is part of that system. More on family systems and triangles.

• Children are conceived in affairs occurring often at times of high fertility. It raises issues of paternity fraud and complex ethics about family blood lines when a child develops a life threatening, inheritable disease or requires compatible donor transplant. More on Fidelity 4
• Children accidentally or planfully involved in their parent's affairs are betrayed and wounded; are taught to lie; to deny emotional pain and some are publicly humiliated in both school and home communities. More on Fidelity 4
• Betrayal blindness and trauma are observable facts and co-create painful legacies. More on Fidelity 108

• Betrayal bonding is powerful and keeps hurting people 'attached' to each other. More on dysfunctional families.
• Some sex and romance behaviour is compulsive and has escalating negative consequences driven by denial and/or a history of childhood sexual assault. Denial requires a mental map that delimits vulnerability - more on site. External link to effect of sexual assault on young men.
• A planful and playful relationship is both conscious and intentional - it doesn't just happen by accident. That is true of a vibrant, exclusive relationship, a sanctioned affair and a meaningful life. More on site about meaning at intro 1 and intro 2.

• The majority of marriages survive an affair if the affair is ended. Some never recover. For many it is a turning point for the better. A few are utterly transformed by their experience and bring the wealth of its opening back into their primary relationship. That requires generosity and forgiveness on both sides. How to mend a broken relationship on site. Turning points on site.
• Betrayal is betrayal is betrayal. For example, swingers, those in 'open marriages' and sex workers in committed relationships are devastated by infidelity as well.
• Infidelity opens a door into the intergenerational grief of betrayals inflicted by and upon our parents and grandparents. This grief could stop here, but marrying intimacy with duplicity ensures that it will go on. More on transgenerational effects on site.

• Coming to terms with all of the above is the end of role-playing, false-self dilemmas and a beginning of the maturity that welcomes the sacred - not a religiosity but a broad spirituality that includes self, family and bio-community.
• If nothing sacred grows then anything remains possible until the next crisis raises the same issues again.
• Ultimately, it's about values, personal responsibility or simply, character.

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Some topic headings on the following pages:

Fidelity 101

• Definition
• Prevalence
• Timing & Duration
• Related to divorce
• Size and shape of the problem
• A story of infidelity and healing
• Why and how did this happen

Fidelity 108

• Trauma, safety and fidelity after disclosure
• Self imposed punishment and authentic help-seeking
• Collateral damage to self-control and self-image
• Crisis and change
• Early Disclosure, Extracting clues in the dark and Catastrophic extraction
• Personality Disordered
• Pay Back Time
• Toxic Shame

Fidelity 2

• First steps in recovery
• Prediction and 'Prevention'
• Professional help for intimate betrayal
• Comprehensive external sites and articles
• Recommended Books

Fidelity 3

• Hiding behind secrets, privacy, ambiguity and vagueness
• 3.2 The other woman and long duration affairs
• 3.3 The 'other friends' and should I tell
• 3.7 A policy on secrets
• 3.12 Ultimatums
• 3.13 Reader's questions answered

Fidelity 4

• The children involved
• those conceived in an affair and
• how to help them cope if witnesses.

How to mend a broken relationship

On pre-marriage and remarriage education - who and when not to marry and 13 observations of spousal relationship.